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when it's all about aches and pains

i am sick.

god, it's so unbearable.

how about having fever, cough, sore throat, body ache and of cos! headache.

it's killing me man.

had wanted to go to school today cos it's communications plus i've already missed 2 days worth of lessons. but baby think that i should stay at home and rest. lol. he wanted to send me home this morning before he went to work but i thought that it might be a bad idea since my place is always jam in the morning and he had to reach school early in order to do the morning annoucements. and thank god i went back on my own, there was a jam. lol.

so yes, i came back and contemplated on whether or not i should go to school. i had really wanted to go back cos firstly, it's communications. secondly, i haven't been in school for the past 2 days. thirdly, i thought baby was going to attend a course today and will end late, so might as well go to school cos by the time i return, he would have finished his course! but all of that were not good enough as to why i decided to stay at home. my legs and arms are numb. i can't walk long distance (find that out last night when we walked to a hawker centre 3 bus stops away, i nearly collaspe when we reach our block), needless to say the amount of steps i have to climb in order to get to class. haha.

i AM NOT going to take any of the medication. vomitted it all out last night. it's simply disgusting. i never take medicine anyway. haha! except for those syrup ones. wahaha! yes, i can't swallow pills. laugh all you want. =P

i should go take a nice long shower, as long as my legs can take my weight. haha. i think i would feel much better after that. yup yup.

it's a wrap@11:53 AM

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18years and 2days

hmm. it's been two days since my 18th birthday. feels great! here's an update.

saturday
couldn't make it for bowling cos sean and i went shopping for shelves and my birthday cake, plus we woke up late that day AND my poor baby was down with tonsilities =( so we went to the doctor's first before breakfast. after which, we went back home so that he could rest. only thing is, he didn't had much rest. haha. he said doing nothing makes him feels worse so we did some stuff and he perspired like mad, which is good! then we went to parkway to have lunch and went to giant to look for the shelves cos the one at bedok didn't have it. we browse through bakeries to look for the cake as well. after we bought the shelves and all, we went to the car and then drove over to sweet secrets where he went to get the cake for me =) he picked a really delicious one out! chocolate hazelnut cake! nice nice. then yes, went over to my parent's place to celebrate my birthday with all my aunts and uncles. well, not all since only a few turned up. but still good cos i have my baby with me. hehe.

sunday
my birthday! haha. woke up and went to have breakfast at a nearby coffeshop. then went back to change cos i arranged to go out with my cousin, sister and my jiefu! (i don't care if they're not attached. to me, they are still very much in love with each other.) then we head over to giant (yes, our favourite hangout. i love that place. wahaha!) and browse through all the things and found a container to put in my tape and scissors (which i have yet to get) for bowling. yes, i'm taping up my thumb, no choice. but before i could pay for it, i had to rush over to the mrt station to meet my sis, so i left while sean continued browsing through the things there.

so yes! i went shopping in town! finally! after so long. lol. walked back and forth everywhere, trying to find the tops that i want. but sorry, like my sis said "you're too small la!" (with reference to my breasts) but i did manage to get similar tops to what i want. haha. it's still has that bit of V-neck cutting. just not the type of material i was hoping for. lol. but anyways, got 3 tops from fond hugs paid for by my cousin and sister! haha. then after that, my cousin left for his grandma place while the 3 of us continued to shop. then went over to heerens to browse through everything while waiting for my brother to come over. then! found a t-shirt that i liked a lot from levi's! hehe. but they only had the display set left. so being the nice nice jiefu i knew, he went to ask if there were any other outlets with it cos i told him i really really like the top a lot and he found it not bad as well (he did say whatever i wanna buy has to go through him first) so yes. after that, cos they were all so nice to me, running all over town with me to buy me presents, i decided to bring them to pizzahut to buy them dinner! yup yup. after dinner, felix (my brother) and i left while my sis and mervin (my jiefu) went out to watch a movie (yay!) and itching to go to plaza's arcade (my brother has very good persuading skills) we went to play battlegear3. hehe. but my brother can't play as well as me! wahaha! he said it was very difficult to play, more difficult to play as compared to initial D or maximum tune. lol. but ya lah. played then took to the train to kembangan, form there took a cab back cos we were both so tired. needless to say, i paid for the cab fare. lol. but i dropped off first. yup yup. then went back to my baby! hehe. he was feeling much much better. actually he has been active even though he was sick. his fever just went down =) yup yup! then after a while we went out cos he felt hungry. but he wasn't when we reached the coffeeshop, so we went to...GIANT! wahaha. bought drinks and looked around then we went home to sleep =)

yesterday
went back to school. had jae commenting,"now you're legal ar" a few times. haha. i'm already legal to go and have sex 2 years ago. smoking and drinking don't appear to be very bad. haha. but i don't drink and smoke =) so yes, spent a very quiet day doing my own things cos somehow i'm not in the mood. haha. but i rushed off the minute we could leave cos baby came to pick me up! hehe. he too sort of rushed over to pick me up. AND! newsflash! he didn't take the wrong turning! wahaha! proud of my baby =) but later on, when we were heading towards comfort driving centre, we got lost. lol! cos i thought he knew how to go after exiting, but it appears to be my actual direction was correct. haha. but never mind la! reached there and registered for my basic theory test! haha. 31st August. 6.30pm. told my mum to go register too then we can take the test together, but i think she'll be dilly-dallying. heck la! i get my license first. haha. they're all so slow when it comes to learning how to drive. haha. after that, baby drove to bark cafe where we had one big plate of crayfish hor fun and half a dozen chicken wings. full full! and yes, he paid for dinner with credit but i paid him back (it was suppose to be my treat) then we went back home. wanted to do some stuff but his brother came back just when we were getting started. so boo-hoo-hoo! then he went off to sleep while i packed his medication to be brought to school, the desk, fill up our rabbits food bowl, packing up the area basically. only then did i went to sleep, but it wasn't very late. i would say before 11pm. haha.

today
couldn't wake up today cos i was having a very bad headache and was throwing tantrums in bed, pushing him aside when each push only had him hugging me tighter but he eventually turned his back on me, i felt bad, so i went to hug him and he held my hands tight =) then making sounds of irritation when the alarm clock rang. yes, major headache makes me a highly irritable person. but being the sweet baby he was, i told him what was wrong, he hugged me tight and offered to drive me back to rest and not go to school. but i didn't want to skip school again cos i missed two days last week, he wasn't unhappy about it or what, but i don't like it. so we both got dressed got ready to leave the house. then he drove me to the mrt station before going to work. i think i caused him to be late, but he always insist he's not when he drives me to the mrt station. and yes! i was the first to reach the class. 2nd time! haha. gonna go wash and cut my hair at kimage later. weee! then he'll come pick me up. most probably will be eating at tampines mall. weee!

p.s. will put the photos up when i feel like it.

it's a wrap@10:18 AM

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yes, again

my mum came into the room this morning while i was getting dress for school. she had seen me earlier when i just got home and went to the room to get ready for my shower.

she came in just after i came out from the shower. gave me my allowance, looked at me for a while, hesitated for a while before she told me this i don't think we will be celebrating your birthday this year, if your grandfather agree to go for the operation. if he doesn't go for it, then we'll have a celebration. if we can't celebrate it, then we'll just go to the club restaurant to have lunch on sunday(which is my actual birthday, by the way)

so yes, this would most likely be the 3rd time i'll miss celebrating my birthday. the first time i didn't celebrate was when my friend passed away. that was 3 days before my 15th birthday. the second time was when my granduncle passed away, also a few days before my 16th birthday, can't remember the actual date.

luckily my 17th birthday went well and something great happened too =) i met sean. hehe. also, my dad strike 4D when he bought my birthday date. hehe. i love the number 17! hehe.

and now for my 18th birthday, i roughly figured that something bad was gonna happen. you just know it when something bad is going to happen. you just know it. i figured that my grandpa would most likely be the one. i thought maybe he would pass away. but luckily, no. his condition is worsening, yes but still good.

anyways, i have told adrian (club bowling captain) that if they need me to bowl on saturday (my birthday eve), i will cos i would most likely not celebrate. haha.

enough about me and my birthday. i appear so selfish and self-obsessed. i just hope that i can learn how to drive immediately after my birthday but even that seems to be unrealistic now, as my birthday draws nearer...


17th july... waiting yet dreading..

it's a wrap@10:17 AM

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it's a wrap@3:48 PM

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