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the list

i promised myself that i'll indulge in a bit of daydreaming after i get my driver's license. so here's my list of cars that i want, not in any particular order.

. Toyota Rav4 (2door)
. Toyota MR-S
. Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet
. Mitsubishi Colt Plus
. Mitsubishi i
. Chevrolet new Spark
. Chevrolet Aveo5
. Mazda 3
. Mazda MX5
. Honda Integra
. Smart Cabrio

it's a wrap@11:58 AM

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first drive

today has been great and fun! although really tiring and absolutely muscle tensing.

my body is aching like mad from bowling non stop from 12pm-4pm, TEN whole games worth of bowling. ohmygod. i'm seriously losing my touch and patience and passion for bowling. haha. but it was fun, just dumping the ball on the lane and not hoping for anything anymore. it was kind of relieving to know that i no longer get upset with myself, my balls and the lane should i get a low score. i'm actually thinking of quitting the team and stop bowling, only bowl when i want to. sean is hoping that i would do that too because my doctor told us that i'm only going to hurt my back further if i continue to do any sport that's overly strenous for my back.

tomorrow, i have another 6 more games to bowl. bleah. i think i'm going to be nothing but brittle bones by the end of tomorrow night.

the great and fun thing i'm talking about today has NOTHING to do with bowling. HAHA. it's DRIVING.

we went somewhere a bit further for breakfast today, so that I CAN DRIVE! haha. after breakfast, i drove us to NSRCC where i had my bowling competition. then he drove the car back while i stayed on for my competition. he came much later on at about 6pm as planned cos we were supposed to stay for some dinner that they had for us but i was so tired and so bored with the fact that the guys had another 6 more games to bowl, we left. then i drove US home! and i went onto the expressway for the first time! hehe. so fun!

the only thing i don't dare to do with his car is to PARK. haha. everything's so different! the view, the dimension, everything! it'll take a while, but for now.. i drive, he park! hehe :P oh yes, we also agreed that if we guess the traffic would be heavy, he will be the one driving. HAHA.

p.s. my mum's coming back from tibet tonight! but i can't do the driving and pick her up cos my dad said NO to me to drive his car and he wants to pick my mother up. so i guess i'll stay home and wait! haha.

it's a wrap@10:19 PM

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YAY!!!

i finally passed my driving test! to my amazement, i actually passed with only 6 points! that' 6/20 man!! haha.

i am now licensed!

HOORAY!!

after everything was done at cdc, i waited for sean to pick me up. we then headed over to TM to have dinner at SWENSEN'S! his treat and then we walked around and all.

there are 2 cute little cars i saw that i kinda want. haha. Chevrolet new Sparks and an unknown mitsubishi car! Sparks cost about $22,388 with COE included. hinted BIG time to dad by putting the brochure + price written on at where he usually put his stuff. hehe.

after walking around TM and buying my paris hilton's album, we left the place and headed home.

we dropped by the petrol kiosk and he asked me if i wanted to take over and drive. but i didn't quite dare to cos i'm not used to his car.. haha. so when we got home, he drove up to the top of the car park and let me try the car out! and it was fun! haha. i was practically laughing at everything i was doing. haha. there were like 2-3 times where i had to stop driving cos i was laughing so hard i couldn't concentrate. haha.

then he told me to drive down and park his car before heading over to my parents place. AND YAY! I CAN DRIVE!! :)

it's a wrap@1:26 AM

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champion already LOH

i remember weeks before my pet rabbit honey died, i was thinking of getting a pet dog. and then, my rabbit fell ill and died before we managed to bring it to the vet's. that was 27th may.

now, a few weeks ago, i was thinking of a new laptop and guess what?

MY LAPTOP DIED ON ME TODAY.

man.

it's a wrap@6:43 PM

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F U C K

you know that feeling? i think we all do.

the stupid parcel was suppose to reach here TODAY! by the time i reach home!

but fuck. god knows wtf went wrong.

i have a dateline to meet. if it weren't for family people, i don't think i'll even bother to care.

fuckit!

it's a wrap@9:05 PM

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now i know why i bothered to.

and it's all worth it.

it's a wrap@6:12 PM

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emotional wreck?

yes, no, possibly.

i really don't want to care anymore. and i am capable of not caring for anything if i don't want to.

but i choose to. i don't even know why i bother to.

maybe i should just go fuck myself and then leave things as it is.

it's a wrap@11:50 AM

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blocked and stoned

it's been quite a while since i've last updated.

honestly, i don't know what to blog nowadays. haha.

since the last time i've updated, there had been a period where i felt like i was the luckiest girl on earth, to have sean with me.

then there was the period where i felt like i needed to be alone, and just wish everyone would go away, YET come and comfort me at the same time.

weird. i know.

today's national day. and everyone in the family has a day-off tomorrow - except me. oh wells. i'll just head to school and pray the day would pass FAST. and then! FRIDAY!

come this friday, i'll be going bowling with my beloved girlfriend and a new friend! haha! it seems like my only drive and motivation for bowling is girlfriend. haha! competitive me wants to be just as good as girlfriend, to be at national level. but that's only with girlfriend, elsewise - FORGET IT.

haha.

okay. me go eat ice cream <3

p.s. anyone wanna join project superstar or dance floor (?) with me?? for fun's sake! hahahaha!!!

it's a wrap@10:08 PM

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